Memory Loss, Brain Damage, Effects of Ecstacy?

For over 6 months, 2 years ago, I ate/snorted over 1200 different e tabs. 10-15 a day sometimes. Now I'm not myself anymore. Ive lost my personality, my nerves are way out of whack, I constantly shake, if I talk too long my voice shakes(even if I'm just talking to a family member), I have an opposing voice in my head that goes against everything I think.. When i try to go to sleep I cant because of me not being able to clear my mind as if I'm not in control of it. My memory sucks! I'll forget what car I'm in, what someone said moments before, what show was just on, what I was going to get from the gas station. I dont know how to be a normal person anymore. WHAT CAN I DO TO HELP MY NERVES, MEMORY, AND THOUGHT PROCESS? I cant live like a vegetable anymore! PLEASE HELP ME! I dont know what else to do.. I need advice!

Suggestion:

try a couple of other types of tablets…….. fish oil……ginko biloba…….will help your cognitive function and memory